Baby the Mother
I confess. I spent most of the day in my pajamas, reading a book. I managed a shower before my hubby came home, but barely. I left the kids to their own devices, though I remained in the living room where I could see and hear all. We ate our meals; thank God for cereal and leftovers! Why am I sharing this on a craf-T day?
I spent all day Tuesday and Wednesday fully committed. Not that I don’t love that. I love doing what I do and doing it well. It’s just that it consumes my finite amount of energy, which in turn drains my creative energy or allows it to get stagnant. I have huge fever blisters telling me I’m not treating myself well. Thus, a day off to recharge. Plus, we got the next Alvin Maker book. I started it a couple of days ago, reading the first four chapters or so, but you bet I finished it today. Now I’m waist deep in the story and have to keep reading so as to know that the series ends well. I also had to finish it today so that I could limit my day of near-neglect of children to only a single day.
Am I recharged? I have to think so because there is much creative energy ready to burst at the seams. Do I have time to do it all? Maybe instead of reading I should have been writing or sewing. But a good foray into a fantasy is nearly as good as any movie, and I haven’t been watching much t.v. lately.
I’ll just chalk today up as a day I babied myself, nursed myself, gave myself permission to do nothing strenuous. As a mother of four, that takes a lot of creativity. Now to look forward to Monday’s massage.
